Saturday, July 18, 2009

My Room

I sit in a room, four walls, so tranquil
I sit on a chair, I’m rocking still
Look out the window, feet up on the sill
I ponder, and I focus deeply on what I’m thinkin’
I have a pile of paper and blue and black ink pens
I let all my wonders sink in
It seems that my world is gradually shrinkin’
I keep inside my room, all my thoughts
I’m slowly eroding from distraught
No one knows where I am
No one seems to understand
There is no door, no knob to turn
Escaping is not my main concern
From my space I want to transcend
But who will care in the end?
Am I better off in my room?
Where time consumes me?
My soul burns, I begin to fade to black
There I saw, there I thought, there I sat
Absolutely no where to go
Now the walls burn so slow
Who would have thought ideas are flammable?
The world will now never know how capable
Was a this particular individual
He, like many, is easily forgettable
Maybe this is to be set apart
In this room, there is no beat of the heart
There is nothing, not even a sound
Since the burnt ceiling is now part of the ground
And the surrounding is now black
Pitch and dark it is, no more looking back

untitled--

Dissimilar tastes, Similar takes,
Dissimilar traits, Similar fates,
There is only one that I'm willing to wait,
But that is what I am feeling today
Tomorrow that feeling can change
Yet there are risks I'm willing to take

Intended reader dearest,
I once thought I was fearless

The way I view many things, call me a cynic
I told the world to hold on one minute
I came back within an one hour
A loner at heart? Maybe but I make life beautiful
On a lonely road don't forget those who love you most
In poetry or in prose, I can only say truth be told
Can I make sweet from sour? A taste so bitter
I grow weary, I remember that I'm a winner
I am not a quitter, I remember that I'm a sinner
Can no longer see clearly, so Lord take my hand
Because as being man, I can't grasp or understand
I left for the underground to discover fate
Came back with a feeling so quaint
Would I suffer the familiar fate?
As the men set out before to set the record straight?
Or do I have a better case which makes
father and mother say
"That's my boy changing the wor-ld"
Can I jump thru hoops and over hurd-les?
Against the current current, I'm on a search and
wanting to flourish, I face situations adverse first hand
which brings me back, improved and intact

Dissimilar tastes, Similar takes,
Dissimilar traits, Similar fates,
There is only one that I'm willing to wait,
But that is what I am feeling today
Tomorrow that feeling can change
Yet there are risks I'm willing to take



I completely forgot about this I found it as a draft and I can't believe how good it is and how I never finished it. It was first written in July of this year and just finished (12/28 1:50 AM) (completed after "love you most") Hope you enjoy