Conviction in every sentence

It has been kinda long
since I have been thinking of when I will be gone
but for now I have the world on my palms
so exhilarating yet I remain calm
Feeling better than if I was ever on
no need for a bong or a ganja hit
I promised my pop and my mom
That I will always remain conscious
I'm always ticking cuz I am bomb
ready to explode, never to implode
no matter if life becomes difficult
even if the feeling prolongs and I am miserable
I am destined to belong to God's miracle
I know that the river flows crimson
That is why I am on a mission
regardless of opponents and their opinions
I'm feeling like this is the best I have written
So I spark lightness in the darkest pit
Its a start for righteousness so marvelous
so just sit there and listen
My engine runs on conscience
forget the pros and the cons
Just go ahead and ponder on
what's right or wrong
remember there is no such thing as greatness
for man, cuz we don't deserve the praises
center of attention on a daily basis
Come on and lose the demeanor of racist
and appreciate the races and the faces
because the people are the oasis
on this world we hope on
to keep on with more songs
where beauty belies during dawn
and where it actually rests in the heart
yet it is not everyone brings into arms
Whatever it is, I know I am looked upon
Is it my intellectual ability?
I mean my imagination bewilders me
It more than being romantic and wanting an ideal future
that I dream of, it is to yearn and to long
for a sacrificial act, so I can soothe you
Nothing superficial, You are the one I will give the key to
I am the balance saying you can dream and don't forget the feet beneath you
I do it for people cuz they are regal
But realize those who are lethal and deceitful
The one's that want to me make to revolt
Not wanting a recount or a revote
Cuz they left those with their feet cold
I want to make them fly like eagles
As I give it all out, there is no doubt
What I am about, I think I am allowed
to say my life is tremendous
and the conviction is there in every sentence