Sorry

This love is tangled, falling for the perfect girl at the wrong time
Can’t tell if you want to be mine I just cannot see, I’m just blind
Maybe ‘cuz of my ignorance or inability to listen to you
I just sit back, grab my hair and see the future, envisioning you
But I can’t see who’s the one that’s kissing you, the one giving you
That beautiful smile that lightens you up
You're an angel, unreal to touch
And then I fall back into reality
Sorry babe you can’t count on me
To be in the picture tomorrow, but I want you today
To much thinking, a move is what I should make
Sorry for the wait, but I do love you babe
Maybe you’ll pass me up
And that’s just my luck
Please don’t pretend that I don’t exist
But I need you to comprehend that you’re a ten and I'm short of a seven
Never had you but I do miss…you


also written back in the day