Ghost

This is what I know
To you I’m nothing but a ghost
I am ignored by most
My name doesn’t bring cheers or toasts
Life just seems so slow today
I walk alone, all on my own
On this road I paved
I just disappear and vanish
How the hell do you fathom this phantom?
How does he manage
To go unnoticed?
Even by those who are the closest,
“Supposably,”
There is absolutely no one close to me
People just see thru me
I swear it’s a disease
CURE ME
Or maybe it’s me
Maybe I never reached out
Maybe I don’t know how
My sorrows howl thru the air
But who the fuck cares?
A lost soul haunted by a lonely moon
I am that flower that never bloomed
I am turning into a menace
I create my personal premise
I dig deep for the sources
Love is beautiful, and I’m too ugly for it
This is the cause of my invisibility
Or is cuz no one was real to me?

As I sit and listen to the serene silence
My life’s equation is happiness minus
The suffering, cuz life ain’t strifeless,
Add those days that shone the brightest
This is simple mathematics
Yet life is an intricate apparatus
But Hey! I walk thru showers and fires
I got this particular desire
People have said
Quit while you are ahead
Not me, I plan to go further
My life ain’t quite over
I will look back no more
I only move forward, for sure